reality check.
uh-huh. haven’t done a post for years. i wasn’t busy then but i just can’t think of anything to blab about myself or anything. so, this is nothing but crap. not educational or whatsoever im sure. but if your bored and wants to read something ,then hey. go ahead read it.
these days i have been so stupid to be thinking of such pathetic things. hell yeah,it sucks. i promised myself to be a numb person. i don’t care what others think,bladibla… but one thing’s for sure. if u feel anything. like that effin’ thing, you’ll surely be damned maybe for the rest of your life. jealousy comes with it and i hate it. i wanna stop this sh!t. i wanna forget that crazy thing. because i know,if i linger on that feeling it’ll only make me feel like i’m the most stupid person in the world. and i don’t want to feel like one. coz i know i ain’t one!
in this life, you need not to be weak. or else you’ll be the one to get stomped on and be buried under. two can play that game. and let’s see how you’ll like the taste of your own dirt. i bet you’ll love it. love it enough to kill me.
